Convey (feat. Janeen)

Anything that's meant to be yours that comes early Is just as if it's not meant be those words hurt me I think I found the love of my life, I really do Shes amazing yeah she one of a kind I found a jewel But she hurts me every week, there's not a night that goes by Where I'm nervous with a tear in my eye So I look up the sky asking God am I messing with time Did I find her way too early is she meant to be mine Is she for someone else and why I'm feeling this vibe Then why we blending like we Bonnie and Clyde I guess I had to decide But its too late cause she invite me inside Not her privates but her heart and her mind And a place that's designed And I really think this love is divine It feels real but I feel a divide Almost like I should've waited for signs Or maybe waited for the stars to align Now I'm waiting to see if we survive Who am I to even have you waste your time Its easier to leave than having your world living next to mine As I go up in flames And my world brings you pain I want you anyway But it's so hard to convey I already broke the heart of a woman I loved Highschool ninth grade it was the world against us I prayed the lord for my companion I was lonely enough I wanted someone that I knew I could trust Someone I could pull up To my homies with no shame in my soul I told that girl that I would marry her whole Well that once was the goal But I lied Not for real But you cried for an answer that To be honest girl we probably chose in vain Why do the smartest people still do the senseless things Sometimes I wish I never pray what im praying 4 years later said that prayer again... like God can you send my wife can you let me just see her Just let her pass by don't even need to go meet her I just wanna go and see if this girl could be true A man and woman come together in two Me come together with you As I expected he approved my request Soon enough my heart fell out my chest Only my lungs had been left So I could say this as I'm short of a breath Will history repeat itself in a dress If I did nothing else, I know I made you feel priceless I know I made you feel special, nobody made you feel like this My love is extra-terrestrial I know I made you feel height less If I don't end up with you I need someone in your likeness Who am I to even have you waste your time Its easier to leave than having your world living next to mine As I go up in flames And my world brings you pain I want you anyway But it's so hard to convey Who am I to even have you waste your time Its easier to leave than having your world living next to mine As I go up in flames And my world brings you pain I want you anyway But it's so hard to convey Don't overthink Keep your mind clear Love what you have Face what you fear Stick to your heart Trust what you hear From the words of a queen that you love and revere Don't overthink Keep your mind clear Love what you have Face what you fear Stick to your heart Trust what you hear From the words of a queen that you love and revere