Blind In the Snow

So you've gone away But I still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room I've never known the words to say So I've stayed up for a sense of truth But hate the thought of waking up alone Hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you But I won't manage to see it through I hate the truth of waiting under the gun I'll go far away from the place I knew But I won't manage to see it through The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone I wish it would go I've lost the hope I'm gone I want to wait but I still hate what I did To prove myself to you Is there still hope that this can change? I'm wondering what it meant to you I hate the thought of waking up alone Hope will hide those thoughts That would eat at you But I won't manage to see it through I hate the truth of waiting under the gun I'll go far away from the place I knew But I won't manage to see it through The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone I wish it would go I've lost the hope I'm gone