Letting Go

I say, to all those times we shared Did they even matter Did you even care You popped my bubble I guess I'll blow more I'm floating back down Right through the hard floor A soft-ish landing Yet that shit still made me quite sore Only broke a few things Yeah, a couple floor boards I say, to all those times we shared Did you even love me Did you even care You rained on my parade Then went and walked away You had someone lined up On the very next day Then you went and hit me up a week later to say hey See I guess that just shows me how many games you tried to play I say, to all those times we shared How long were you done with me Did you even care When I look back on our memories and at the fact That I thought you cared I can't help but feel scared You convinced me that it was all love we shared I was unprepared for you to tear it up and toss it all out Like gum I was dumb I wish I knew how you felt from day one before this shit begun I say, to all those times we shared Why did you give up on us Did you even care See it's difficult Letting go feels like summer snow, it's impossible And I keep seeing you everywhere I go Sitting in my room I see you on my phone and at the mall I saw you in our favourite store Cause apparently no matter what I do I can't seem to avoid you But I almost said hey When I saw your face in the food court Sitting all alone, eating and drinking the same shit we would get Were you thinking about us and all the things that we would do Or was your mind on other shit maybe even someone new It still hurts looking back thinking about how I was never enough for you I say, to all those times we shared Did you even love me Did you even care