Plans

I've been tryna make plans Cause I'm not feeling myself Feeling like somebody else I really miss who I was Now I'm feeling so alone Even though I'm not alone And all this doesn't make sense to me Cause I'm still young and invincible Oh oh Oh I should be invincible I feel like I need change There's nothing left for me to save There's nothing left for me to save And I'm scared to runaway They say the signs say that I should stay Say that I should stay I've been slipping off the edge (I've been slipping) Tryna feel like myself again (I've been slipping) So much stuff playing through my head (I've been slipping) Am I really alive or am I dead (Oh slipping) All this broken glass caused from the damage I did I feel it in My soul It made my skin crawl (Oh) And these stones (I've been slipping) I throw They buried all my hope (Oh) I've been tryna make plans Now I'm feeling so alone Even though I'm not alone I really miss who I was Cause I'm not feeling myself Feeling like somebody else And all this doesn't make sense to me Cause I'm still young and invincible Oh oh Oh I should be invincible I swore I'd never be The very thing starring back at me (The very thing) That one starring back at me (Who I've become) And I swear that I'm not proud (I'm not) But I'm too far to go back now (So proud) Too far to go back (Too far to go) To go back (To go back) To go back To go back now Too far to go back now