Trapped In Sedation

Swimming in sulfur Drowning from darkness in my head Welcome back to depths of my mind I'm feeling good, feeling happy inside Is it the pills or the drugs I don't know But please keep it up I'm loving life I don't really know what there is to say I'm always troubled when I'm not sedated Let's keep it up don't need to slow down Grind my way up before I hit the ground Swimming in sulfur Drowning from darkness in my head I want to feel alive Trapped in sedation or else I'm dying Welcome back, part 2, I'm in overdrive Being locked in shackles while I'm in my prime Meds make me feel good, such a poor design That we've fucked up bad And gotta drink for a good life Coming again, coming again for a new sound Making amends, shaking hands while I feel profound Screaming at the top of my lungs I don't wanna fight Screaming in my head one bad move and we all die Am I insane? Is this normal? Feel alive through some herbal Cracking at the seams, abuse, guessing that it's verbal Holding on to one nighters and Saying that we made it Yet I'm crying in my alcohol inside a Honda Civic Fuck my liver up, need a new one at 33 Fuck my life up, need a new one with less disease Fuck my game up, wanting to live on the edge Holding on to jack and Mary Jane, my best friends Swimming in sulfur Drowning from darkness in my head I want to feel alive Trapped in sedation or else I'm dying Tethered and worn out Grasping for Unknown hands I want to feel alive Trapped in sedation or else I'm dying