Afraid of Falling In Love

I think about your lips pressed against mine way too much While fighting insecurities plus occasional intrusive thoughts My heart says embrace you for as long as I possibly can My mind is clouded getting caught in a lie which leads to a broken heart Your smile brings me joy yet I always feel so numb I need to calm anxiety before my path gets too dark Your presence brings me peace although I always feel out of place Well one day I will wish upon a burning star And hope that in the future I'll be healed of scars The fear and panic coming in like untrained doves It seems I'm now afraid of falling in love I feel uncertainty as I slowly stroke your hair Thoughts stay constantly racing away as I attempt to find a spark My heart says embrace you for as long as I'm allowed My mind says never be too vulnerable because of my "broken heart" I've thought I wanted to love yet I choose to be alone Doubt starts to kick me down until I start to drown Your presence brought me peace but I know I'm so far out of reach Well one day I will wish upon a burning star And hope that in the future I'll be healed of scars The fear and panic coming in like untrained doves It seems I'm now afraid of falling in love Well one day I will wish upon a burning star And hope that in the future I'll be healed of scars The fear and panic coming in like untrained doves It seems I'm now afraid of falling in love