Fading

Behind closed doors There's so much more Then you could even imagine Lock and key You'll never see the real me I'll never let it happen When you see me on the street I'll act subordinate But the windows to my soul I'm gonna board them in You 'll never look into these eyes Wish that I could even the score just for a little bit But I know how much it hurts Just trying to deal with it I won't let anyone inside again I'll just keep this to myself The lights are fading And I'm still stuck inside But I can't seem to break outside my mind The skies are vacant And I'm still stuck inside But I can't seem to break outside my Trapped behind these bars Metal made of scars Now I think that it just might be best I'll just keep this to myself I feel safe with no one else If I lose this heartbeat in my chest The lights are fading And I'm still stuck inside But I can't seem to break outside my mind The skies are vacant And I'm still stuck inside But I can't seem to break outside my mind You don't know what goes on inside If you could only see The breaking of my mind's what's breaking me No I can't go on like this I scream at myself do not give in No I can't go on like this I scream at myself do not give in You motherfuckers just want me to drown But this water's getting easier to tread You motherfuckers are pulling me down I shrug you off and I get back up again You motherfuckers just want me to drown You motherfuckers just want me to drown You motherfuckers just want me to drown You motherfuckers just want me to drown