Anxiety, And the Fear Of...

So nice to see you I can't tell how long it's been I pushed you down beneath me Cause you're the only thing I dread Lately I've been content with myself But this loneliness it gets to me Well I knew you'd come back around You're the one thing I cannot face I think it's time to turn around But I can't go back Hard to mend The broken pieces Of my self I can't restore My fragile heart I wish to leave this Can I move on to something more Well you dive right in as I dip my toes The water seemed frigid oh so cold So I part these seas till it overflows As I sink down to this coral reef I see myself pinned underneath Please make this stop I can hardly breathe You're the one thing I cannot face I think it's time to turn around Cause I'm fucking sick of second place Will I ever overcome these bounds This fear it gets hard to take I wish it was easier somehow But I can't go back Alright Hard to mend The broken pieces Of my self I can't restore My fragile heart I wish to leave this Can I move on to something more I've built up these walls to prevent myself from being hurt Turning a blind eye to the fact that I let countless opportunities slip through my fingertips Looping through a vicious cycle of worthlessness and discouragement that I will one day rename regret I hope to stop living in my head And start living through my heart Cause maybe that way I can stop living with All the anxiety, and the fear of The number you have dialed has been disconnected Hard to mend The broken pieces Of my self I Can't restore My fragile heart I wish to leave this Can I move on to something more This weight won't last forever Hard to mend I can almost taste the air The broken pieces This weight won't last forever I can almost taste the air Hard to mend This weight won't last forever I can almost taste the air The broken pieces This weight won't last forever I can almost taste the air Taste the air Taste the air