November

Lie to my self When I say it's okay I feel held down And I can't get away from the silent Silent screams I can hear Fall like leaves now Now that winter is here I pray you will change someday You're so cold Like the season Yeah you led me astray I need the strength to escape Running from something Chasing the sun just to see If I can wake up If this could all be a dream My heart has been perished By the one that I cherished And that's the hardest thing to admit to myself The bruises and embarrassment They fail in comparison To scars you can not see inside And will to get help But I won't I won't stay quiet anymore Running from something Chasing the sun just to see If I can wake up If this could all be a dream In this skin that you left me in Running from something Running from something Even though it's said and done There's the gaslight And it's burning Such a burden Running from something Chasing the sun just to see If I can wake up If this could all be a dream In this skin that you left me in Running from something Running from something But now it's clear to see That person wasn't me It's just who you the artist sketched and sculpted me to be Your heartless masterpiece The stress that you release Dissect me piece by piece