Not Like You

Can I get a moment of silence, please? This is for everybody that said We wouldn't be exactly where we are right now (ha-ha-ha-ha) Ever since the age of twelve, I been feeling kinda off like I ain't myself Even though I know my parents tried to raise me well I Ignored the stairway to heaven and took the gates to hell I tried to tell these motherfuckers they should brace themselves Or I'll start killing 'em softly like I'm Dave Chappelle Never take an L, I know you think you safe for now Until I bring it to your door like a paper route I really been on my A-Game They bring up my name saying I fell off? (Ha-ha-ha-ha) I don't really think it's the same thing There's something that I noticed though the more that I gain fame These same lames hatin' find it hard to maintain I ain't playin', every other rapper should vacate I'll promise you our brain waves don't work the same way (oh) I'm a cross between a pit bull, German Shepherd and Great Dane I gain weight from eating Instrumentals like Shake Bake I got a lotta people countin' on me And the industry tryna figure out how to stop me I got married to the game and swore to matrimony But if we ever break up, there is no alimony 'Cause I remember eating hot dogs and macaroni Now it's twenty thousand a show when I'm in California If you claim you the best, then you have to show me It's 2021, welcome to the pandemonium You bitch you (have you lost your fuckin' mind?) They tell me that I'm sick in the head But maybe I'm just not like you (not like you) I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge So they're worried 'bout what I might do (I might do) I don't wanna my lose my sanity (sanity) No matter what I do, I can't break free (can't break free) I don't wanna my lose my sanity (sanity) No matter what I do, I can't break free (can't break free) And I'm at war with myself simultaneously Soaked from all of the clouds and rain above me 'Til my world becomes a storm drain and floods deep Fuck every one of you lames who judge me You be making sure that my image painted ugly Thanks for nothing, rage is bubbling, veins are busting Maybe your bitterness is the case, it must be (alright) I don't really deal with the soft type Brace the wrath, you about to feel when the boss strikes Take the path opposite of here where the fog lies Or you could be put in a situation and call Christ Lord Jesus, war seems to soar deep towards a force that's more pleasing More niggas, more reasons to let the animal go that's inside of me when I roar Please, just don't get caught up in this chaos If ever you see me pissed as fuck, then just lay off The high-road trips are rough and I may not I'm a bit of a prick, a chump, a dick, ain't I? I ain't tryna diss you punks on my day off Y'all niggas interrupting my seance Listen, I'm the missing puzzle piece, bitch quit buggin' me I'm sick as fuck with these crayons They tell me that I'm sick in the head But maybe I'm just not like you (not like you) I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge So they're worried 'bout what I might do (I might do) I don't wanna my lose my sanity (sanity) No matter what I do, I can't break free (can't break free) I don't wanna my lose my sanity (sanity) No matter what I do, I can't break free