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Do I Deserve It
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Singer/Songwriter
Do I Deserve It was released on July 6, 2021 by Sushi Soucy as a part of the album Sushi Soup
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Release DateJuly 6, 2021
LabelSushi Soucy
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM129

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Sushi Soucy
Sushi Soucy
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Lillian Soucy
Lillian Soucy
Songwriter

Lyrics

I can only take a compliment from a stranger
I don't trust the people who are closest to me
To tell the truth
'Cause what if they're just saving my feelings?
And they pity me
So they just say what's nice
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I crave affection constantly, but thеn once I get it
I'll remain unsatisfiеd
And there's nothing I can do to fill the hole
That's gaping inside me
That is there because I have no real self worth
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I've had so many friends
Who've left me on a whim
Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can't explain
And yet I end up feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause if everybody loved me
I must be doing something wrong, right?
It's the only thing I think of at night
People shouldn't make the same mistake twice
But
I enjoy abuse
Written by: Lillian Soucy
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