I Deserve to Bleed

I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be my face I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie I guess we all just fake it 'til we die Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else But it's harder when you have to love yourself I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed