Now That We're Alone

How dark is it in your mind? I won't stop until I can find the dead in all of you And I know you're far from home How dark is it in your mind? I can't feel anything inside Believe me when I say "I'm alive and you're my home" I see the trouble that I caused I feed the thoughts you never saw But you just won't let me go Won't let me go Explain away the panic But veins were made for addicts So promises of change Are put in boxes in the attic Won't let you know Won't let you know Don't get close, they got eyes of stone You've been fallin' to pieces They give them new life, new meaning Oh, they tend to hold, when you push they pull But the fallin' is easy when you're numb How dark is it in your mind? I won't stop until I can find the dead in all of you And I know you're far from home How dark is it in your mind? I can't feel anything inside Believe me when I say "I'm alive and you're my home" When did the lines all blur to gray? (And you may never see them) How can I sleep when you're awake? (What's the point in dreamin'?) I close my eyes and feel the weight (Fallin' from the ceilin') On the floor, screamin', "No" Woah-oh-ooh-oh No tellin' what I might do Something's in my head That I'm not sure that I can fight through And it haunts me, comin' back to say that it wants me, now I've always been afraid of the shadow In my closet that somebody said I made up It's inside now, tryna take over my mind now But down this road, I don't see a ghost It's more like a feelin' that almost keeps me from breathin' I cannot hide from those silent eyes They're pullin' me back in, controllin' every facet, they're askin' How dark is it in your mind? (In your mind) I won't stop until I can find (I can find) the dead in all of you And I know you're far from home How dark is it in your mind? (Is it in your mind?) I can't feel anything inside (anything inside) Believe me when I say I'm alive, and you're my home When did the lines all blur to gray? (And you may never see them) How can I sleep when you're awake? (What's the point in dreamin'?) I close my eyes and feel the weight (Fallin' from the ceilin') On the floor, screamin', "No" Woah-oh-ooh-oh I love it, stole them, take the parts and mold 'em Makin' sure the mood will go unnoticed So you gotta hide it, it's a suicidal mindset Growin' 'til the roots are deep inside it You vent so I write it Tell me when you sit alone Tell me when you're numb at home Tell me all your hopes are gone Steppin' on throats like a nihilist Devil works loud so I'm workin' in the silence You're prayin' that you'll change me (I know that, I know that) And it hurts to think you made me (I go back, I go back) And it's easiest to blame me (I shouldn't, I shouldn't) When you track the steps You'll find the power that you gave me And now that we're alone, friend And all the good is broken I'll pull down the shades and close all The doors 'til I'm the only one controllin' I'll close all the doors 'til I'm the only one controllin' now I'll close all the doors