The 5th

I can see the place I can see the halls and spaces that broke my soul And it still calls when everything's numb and I'm alone I'll take it slow Take it slow I've been keepin' track I marked the days since last time Incidents are spaced by rare occasions where my lips scream Light it up It's an all or nothin' play though Ashes settle when I say so Then I can't say so I'm restin' now That's what I tell myself But it's never enough Maybe I'm thinkin' too much And I don't want you to know You see You're callin' from the back seat You're tellin' us it's perfect Perfect Perfect You can't see We've been fallin' from the 5th story Hope we don't hit the surface It ain't perfect Perfect Hold the weight inside my lungs I'm heavy breathin' Novocain is not enough to numb the feelin' Float this way six feet above but what's the reason? What's the reason? Blame it on days in the places they made for the people just like me Kinda one sided but all are divided by mirrors like these Take what I say and explain it away as just minimal psyche Mirrors I see You see You're callin' from the back seat You're tellin' us it's perfect Perfect Perfect You can't see We've been fallin' from the 5th story Hope we don't hit the surface It ain't perfect Perfect