Shapeshifting

How was I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me I've been comin' home alone Dyin' fast and livin' low At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep I don't think that I can do this anymore Lyin' awake another night here on the bathroom floor This isn't what I wanted, or is it everythin' I just wanna make sense of it all Can't swim when I'm sinkin' How was I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones? Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me I've been comin' home alone Dyin' fast and livin' low At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep Shapeshiftin' Shakin' hands with everythin' that's hauntin' me How can I stand when I don't trust my own two feet Yeah, this isn't what I wanted or is it everythin' I just need to make sense of it all How was I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones? Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me I've been comin' home alone Dyin' fast and livin' low At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep If I fade away Will they miss me? They call my name But it's too late Am I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones? Been puttin' on a show Shapeshiftin' Shapeshiftin' Shapeshiftin' I feel nothin' in my bones Shapeshiftin' Can't swim when I'm sinkin' How was I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones? Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me I've been comin' home alone Dyin' fast and livin' low At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep If I fade away Will they miss me? They call my name But it's too late How was I supposed to know I'd feel nothin' in my bones Been puttin' on a show Shapeshiftin' Shapeshiftin'