Stress

Okay, part of me is like who is this The other half that's who I miss Always worry Always stress Feeling heavy in the chest I know I talk about it way too much But talking 'bout it man that's my crutch These days Things I crave It ain't money It's better days Been flying seems like way too long Anxiety been way too strong It comes, goes It hits hard But damn I've made it this far So why quit? Why stop? Take a breath Yeah why not Only thing that seems to work Had to put the blunt down made it worse Now I'm on a come down on the verse I'm feeling run down in the dirt When it comes to sundown that's a curse Sometimes I live my life reverse In my thoughts That's a place I feel so lost Digging deep Maybe I should get to sleep I miss the peace Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Imma be fine That's what I tell myself When I get caught up Inside my mind Caught up inside my mind Caught up inside my feelings Of dread and terror 'til I look in the mirror See who I really am Like why the fuck I fear it? Do as you wish Take my soul Man this shit is Getting old Wash over me like a wave Of secrets that I never told Promises I never kept Sorry for the things I said I was busy staying lost Inside the problems in my head These problems that I got Are probably only in my head I gotta crack the code I wrote In these encryptions that I've said Big mess Big test Sometimes I feel helpless Nicotine inside my blood stream That don't help stress Now I gotta go outside This shit is hectic I wear my mess just Like a necklace I drift to sleep Then resurrected This hopelessness Is what I'm left with Check the checklist Feeling reckless Need a set list I'm upset that I said this Wait, no regrets I say that but I stay depressed Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine Running out of time Saying what's on my mind Been a lonely kinda night I know Imma be fine