Monster Made of Memories

Woke up again in the pouring rain I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain Every thought is like a hurricane Destroying everything but it leaves no trace Four walls made of skin feeling paper thin Don't know if they can take what they're holding in It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again It's out for blood again (it's out for blood again) I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep It's a monster made of memories It's alive, like a parasite inside of me And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed From this monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh) Monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh) Monster made of memories My darkest own made a creature That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget It walks beside me, gun against my head So I look terrified 'til I've paid the debt Four walls made of skin, feeling paper thin And I know they can't take what they're holding in It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again It's out for blood again (it's out for blood) I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy And no one believes me, but I'm six feet deep With a monster made of memories It's alive, like a parasite inside of me And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed From this monster made of memories Up all night 'cause I can't sleep With a monster made of memories Keeps me scared, so it can feed It's a monster made of memories Up all night 'cause we can't sleep With a monster made of memories Keeps us scared, so we won't speak It's a monster made of memories I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep With a monster made of memories It's alive, like a parasite inside of me And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed From this monster made of memories Up all night 'cause we can't sleep With a monster made of memories Keeps us scared, so we won't speak It's a monster made of memories