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Woke up wishing I was 18 again Way before reality took the win Woke up to the sound of my heart screaming Took a second to manage breathing in How do I take the advice I've been giving? How do I let go of what is forgiven? 22 don't seem to end I wanna be 18 again I know it's stupid to think that I'm useless Shouldn't compare how good I'm doing I promise I'd be my own best friend If I could be 18 again I wanna be 18 When life was a daydream I wanna be 18 When life was a daydream Broke up with 18 of my best friends (so sorry) I'm still paying back for all our sins (mmm) Broken bones, they can't hurt me now Take a second, hear me out It's getting harder to keep my light beaming And the mirror on my wall is bleeding It's getting harder to keep my light beaming And the mirror on my wall is bleeding How do I take the advice I've been giving? How do I let go of what is forgiven? 22 don't seem to end I wanna be 18 again I know it's stupid to think that I'm useless Shouldn't compare how good I'm doing I promise I'd be my own best friend If I could be 18 again