Verse:

This that polarized difference, notarized signit

I’m polar ice drippin, you’re overpriced trippin

Fall flat, not as advertised

Have a half bag of lies, when they ask for my, vision

Step foot in my prison, to find why I’m distant

I hardly trust half of you guys and bitches

Feel like at any time you’re comin for my blood with knives and syringes

It sounds nice to listen, but it’s not nice to live in

I need to change this image, I’m sick of the way I’ve been livin’

I need a break, nothin specific, maybe fly over the pacific

I admit it, almost did it

Almost fuckin quit, I was pushin my limits

This is a note to my sickness

I hope it makes a difference

But I’m afraid there’s nothing I can do or say to fix it

Fuck

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This a note to my sickness

I hope it makes a difference

But fuck it let’s get it

I remember when I was deep in trenches, fighting this war on my own

No one asked if I was ok, no one was callin my phone

When my skies were gray, you were too busy on the low

Now if they ask if I’m comin thru, I’m okay, I’mma stay at home

When I was drownin’ everyone started driftin’ away, I was tryna stay afloat

I was wavin hands, nobody noticed me

They seemed to see over me

I don’t trust no more

Soon as I start to believe, they all start to leave, like leafs in the cold, cant breathe in the snow, feeling is no, heart freezin below uh

I’m just trying to keep smile, but that doesn’t pay the bills

I’ve been blinded by lies, I’m searching for something that’s real

Let me show you how life is supposed feel

Quit with the time you waste, quit that job you hate

You gotta stop the rain, don’t let time pass you by

It’s like a runway train, you better catch up, ain’t no one gonna stop the train, stop the rain uh

I am no longer numb, I’m loving all the feelin, it’s real n’, receiving everything back that I’m dealin’

You can feel it too as long as you’re willin

Headed up hill n, taking a pitiful little village, flippin’ it 180, peelin it back, and making it a place you wanna live in, damn

This world is full of snakes, no one gave a fuck about me or the music until we hit our first mill

Now all of sudden everybody’s been down

My peers are asking me how?

Everyone back home sayin they’re proud

Haters tellin me I don’t deserve it like I didn’t put the work in on perfecting my sound

Truth is I just believed in myself before anyone else

Verse:

Waved by to some fake friends, used to feel so alone now it’s oh well

Thinkin back you now you didn’t know me well

All you did was hold me down, you held me back and that’s the truth yeah

I can’t fuck witchu if you ain’t gotta plan,

Team tellin me I’m the man,

There’s a reason why I stand, where I’m at

Everything before this is foreplay, get ready for the climax

You know you feel it, feels so good, till your eyes roll back (eyes roll back)

Kayotic does it best even I know that, (I know that)

Thank you to the ones that stuck around

You stayed down, I hope you stay proud yeah

Been in the studio for so long, where’s the crown at

Self made, in a city full of broken dreams, ain’t nothin changed, the odds have always been against me

We do it differently, you can’t fuck with our energy

Can’t explain everything you did for me

You lifted me, up when I was down, up from the ground

Know it’s all love when you come around

Gotta get it, every single minute I’m in it, I’m in it to win it

Whatever god you believe in I am defeating him, leaving him bleeding, heavy breathing, bringin em to his knees pleading

Hell reeking I am the seed, of different kind of breed the way I rip it and flip it

Is like something you've never seen I can give you this dick and six inches of it

You can get the other six on your next visit