Verse:

As I, move forward another step, two more I’m taken back

I just wanna make it through life with joy intact

At this point I’m more or less just holding onto what’s left

This life can take more than it gives

I could care less about material shit

What’s most important is the time that we spend

I went to visit my grandma the night before she died

Wish I could of stayed longer but I had to catch a flight

Made me realize there’s never a right time for a goodbye

I need some escapism, but distracting myself only helps for a while so I stay prisoned

My stress has reached its peak, and right now all I need is sleep

So they prescribe more pills so we get through our day

Just to feel okay

I hate when the only thing I’m looking forward to is my head hittin the pillow case

I just wanna feel okay

Hook:

I wonder what you’d think if I told you I was sad

Would you stay, or would you leave me the past

Right now think we’re headed down different path

I hope these feeling don’t last

But I’ll hold on for as long as I can

I don’t know where this road will take us, I just hope one day it makes sense

I just hope one day it makes sense

Verse:

I gotta stop holding on to all the things holding me back

I feel dumb tryna get ahold of people that ain’t calling me back

My wife and I gave you all that we had

Put a roof over your head, took shirt off my back

Just for you to spit in my fuckin face, I’m upset

I’m past the point of being mad,I feel weak and defeated

To think we used to call you family, but you changed the meaning

After everything I did, this is the thanks I get?

I rolled the dice just to watch your snake eyes win

Its to the point where all I wanna hear is I’m sorry for how fake I’ve been

I don’t think it’s something you would ever admit, so until then

Here I sit, fallin deeper into the trenches, without any light in

Late nights ridin’ it’s crazy how dark the sky gets

Sometimes I just wanna run away

Maybe everything will change when I close my fuckin close my eye lids

Hook:

I wonder what you’d think if I told you I was sad

Would you stay, or would you leave me the past

Right now think we’re headed down different path

I hope these feeling don’t last

But I’ll hold on for as long as I can

I don’t know where this road will take us, I just hope one day it makes sense

I just hope one day it makes sense

Verse:

Sick of the up and the downs

Sick of the fuckin around

Sick of your fake love, cause where the fuck is now

They say miss me but I’m sick of the sound

Sick of liftin you up, just for you to tear me down

Over and over again and I’m done

We had a good run, that’s shit fun

I’m callin it quits, you were never good for my mental, that’s all that it is

All that it was, no I don’t regret it, cause I put in all that I had, all that I, uh

So this is where the road ends, maybe one day we can start over and do it again

But Right now I need to focus on my team, my fam, and everyone depend on me, to carry the weight on my back

Most importantly I need to focus on myself, if not, then I am no help

At the end of the day I just wanna be the best husband, a better friend

A better brother, a better man

The same person, just a better version, I hope you understand

Hook:

I wonder what you’d think if I told you I was sad

Would you stay, or would you leave me the past

Right now think we’re headed down different path

I hope these feeling don’t last

But I’ll hold on for as long as I can

I don’t know where this road will take us, I just hope one day it makes sense

I just hope one day it makes sense

I wonder what you’d think if I told you I was sad

Would you stay, or would you leave me the past

Right now think we’re headed down different path

I hope these feeling don’t last

But I’ll hold on for as long as I can

I don’t know where this road will take us, I just hope one day it makes sense

I just hope one day it makes sense