Trust Issues

I took down my guard And gave you my heart Just to end up depressed You tore me to pieces And now that I'm bleeding You still won't confess? The way that you read me You played me so heavy It's like we were chess The place that you hurt me From being so thirsty As deep as it gets, look I just get lost in my head, I just wanted us but our lives were a mess in a bunch So why did you tell me that I was the person you loved, if it wasn't true Been writing these letters, addressed em to you They're written in blood but the color is blue like your face When I'm saying this shit to your face, I'd assume I'm so done with you now, don't call me or text me, it's just too upsetting I don't wanna hide in my room, in my bed, with my head under covers I'd end up regretting it all wrong, which I don't wanna do This is my soul on the page, opening up and its all on display Hoping that someone will finally know me, and just wanna stay And just wanna stay I just wanna say I took down my guard And gave you my heart Just to end up depressed You tore me to pieces And now that I'm bleeding You still won't confess? The way that you read me You played me so heavy It's like we were chess The place that you hurt me From being so thirsty As deep as it gets, look I was just thinking of you, and us I just have no where to go, or trust I just keep getting no love, and fuck Knife in my back so I always run From issues and problems Can never just solve em, to tell you the truth in this madness Pushing my mind off of the edge of my canvas Feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders like Atlas, I dial my plug Fill up on gas shit, cause he always gas me When nobody else does, been stationed here stuck on my own, in my house I want a home, but you ain't about it And now I keep doubting if I'll be enough for somebody You've broken my heart, and that shit was as tough like karate Feeling our chops, all through my body, the picture gets spotty I only remember the good, and forget all the bad But that's where I'm wrong, cause both what we had, yeah I only remember the good, and forget all the bad But that's where I'm wrong, cause both what we had But that's where I'm wrong, cause both what we had, yeah I took down my guard And gave you my heart Just to end up depressed You tore me to pieces And now that I'm bleeding You still won't confess? The way that you read me You played me so heavy It's like we were chess The place that you hurt me From being so thirsty As deep as it gets, look I took down my guard And gave you my heart Just to end up depressed You tore me to pieces And now that I'm bleeding You still won't confess? The way that you read me You played me so heavy It's like we were chess The place that you hurt me From being so thirsty As deep as it gets, look As deep as it gets, look