Angel Number 36

My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36 My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36 Angel number 36 Baby won't you bless me? Angel number 36 I'm seeing it in everything Gotta find my way home I've been in my brain all day They use me like a scapegoat To harbor all their pain No way I won't stay Someday I will change Hope you'll accept me as I am Hope you don't regret knowing me in the end All this pain inside my brain They don't even know my name Miss my family, perfect timing Another relative gone and flying The sun set upon my days I hope that I'll be okay Leave me here alone with my thoughts Pray that I be safe from my harm My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36 My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36 Lately I've been feelin' bipolar Cuz some days I'll be happy But that ain't when I'm sober Take another hit or two So I can feel sane Just so I can quiet All the thoughts inside my brain I feel can't create when I'm cracking under pressure I'm only feelin' safe when I'm smokin' on that pressure My stress levels are at an all-time high So I only feel relaxed and calm when high Part of me hates myself for being this way On the other hand, I understand the pressure of my days How can I be saved when I'm helping other people? I'm fending for myself while I'm fighting off their evils Somebody help me escape this prison Inside of my brain 'cause I'm on a mission My demons' clawin' back So fight back when they attack Help me get myself back So I can keep intact My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36 My family misses me When I'm in the studio If you know my history This should not be new to you I need to slow down And be with them while they exist I need to shift my focus Says angel number 36