No Shoes in the Coffee Shop (Or Socks)

Retrospect is best I'll buy a camera and record some stuff All I thought is that it could be fun The question that came next Is if my memories lead to stark regret Well then why would I watch? For every crater on the moon There's an empty beer around the room Only wanted sleep Could you show me my options? Nothing left to drink Holding on so the nausea might subside So what then? Do nothing for fear, I'll remember what I've been No prodigal son, maybe an inconvenience Poison tends to taste sweet Failures tend to think they know What's good for themselves but then I see For every crater on the moon There's an empty beer around the room Only wanted sleep Could you show me my options? Nothing left to drink Holding on 'til the nausea breaks Is this the punishment I've earned? Relive who I've been when at my worst Every single night, looking for a distraction Waiting for the sun to rise Pretty sight for some hollow eyes Peeling at labels, the minor stimulation keeps my mind up Laying in bed, there's a brave assumption I won't try to crawl out Hiding my face when in public, let's avoid all confrontation They say you can't force it, then how can I change myself? The question that came next Is if my memories lead to stark regret Well then why would I watch? For every crater on the moon There's an empty beer around the room Only wanted sleep Could you show me my options? Nothing left to drink Holding on 'til the nausea breaks Is this the punishment I've earned? Relive who I've been when at my worst Every single night looking for a distraction Waiting for the sun to rise Pretty sight for some hollow eyes Retrospect is best It's always there so it can hold me back From the things that I want