Pull at the sutures drawn too tight
To entertain yourself another night
And I just love to fight
Doesn't matter if think I'm right
Why do I try to justify
Myself to somebody who won't even try
To hear me when I speak my mind
When I said how I feel
And it's not the bottom line
I wish I was a narcissist
I wish I really couldn't help it
I did it only out of spite
The worst you could think of me is too kind
So I could be anything you say
Yeah I'll play the villain
Just the way you want
Honey isn't it fun
Lying to me and calling it love
But I'm really such a masochist
I'd let you do it all again
Just wanna see how bad it gets
Some hideous experiment
And I wish I was a narcissist
I wish I really couldn't help it
I did it only out of spite
The worst you could think of me is too kind
