Final Recap

I let you leave cause it was easier that way You wanted me to give you Something I already gave away I only wanted to avoid it Cause I couldn't stand to add Another disappointment to my list So scratch them to the wall Count up all the times I let it all Fall apart on purpose Just so that I wouldn't have to be the one To admit that it's not working And at least I could say that I tried I spent the weekend feeling sorry for myself Cause I couldn't bare the thought Of seeing you with someone else And I only wish you hadn't dragged it out Severed it instead of telling me That we could work it out So play it back A final recap of everything I lack I didn't know that you were filming The full collapse Of everything that I thought that I had But its nothing like a movie No title card No comfort in the ending or the start But you could still give it a rating In numbered stars To quantify the value of our scars I wouldn't want to keep you waiting Cause honey I know How you're so committed To believing nothing lasts How you'd rather sleep alone at night Than let me hold you back From getting everything you want So baby go have fun Go on and meet someone And get lonely with them too