Cigarette

Yea Yea Yea I've been smoking on this cigarette (cigarette) I'm watchin' it burn right through the filter And maybe i should stay offa the internet Cause it contributes to this anger that i got built up And i don't know why-y-y I would waste my ti-i-ime But i'm getting so hi-i-igh That i feel like i could fly I've been smoking on this cigarette (cigarette) I'm watchin' it burn right through the filter And maybe i should stay offa the internet 'Cause it contributes to this stress that i got built up If you lookin' at my ey-ey-eyes You could see it insi-i-ide I'm so sick of all the li-i-ies But i pretend that i'm Fine, i pretend i'm fine Maybe i'm sick in the head Or maybe i really need meds Either way i cannot shake this shit I don't wanna get out of bed I been feeling like there's still hell to pay So i get hot 'til i melt away I've been suffocating in cellophane I never knew that it felt this way I've been dealing with the stress and anxiety I've been trying to pay my debts to society I had to tell all of my friends keep an eye on me I keep on saying my intention's sobriety You could smell the cigarette stench on my breath Throw it all away there's nothing left I'm a mess Fuck it all i swear i'm too depressed from this stress But the answer is yes, i'm upset I've been smoking on this cigarette (cigarette) I'm watchin' it burn right through the filter And maybe i should stay offa the internet 'Cause it contributes to this anger that i got built up And i don't know why-y-y I would waste my ti-i-ime But i'm getting so hi-i-igh That i feel like i could fly I feel like I could fly Another hangover, feeling like dogshit I'm tryna stay sober dwelling in this darkness I'll self sabotage 'til i'm heartless A narcissist, lately i just feel like there's a part missin' The nights get shorter and my days get longer Tryna build the courage up to face these monsters They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger I'm still standing tall i never break my posture But is it all worth it again 'Cause i tend to question the person i am And i'm noticing that no matter what It'll always still hurt in the end So fuck it i'll head to the end zone So na-na i still got a purpose here I remember back when we were dead broke I just gotta grind and i'll persevere I've been smoking on this cigarette (cigarette) I'm watchin' it burn right through the filter And maybe i should stay offa the internet 'Cause it contributes to this stress that i got built up If you lookin' at my ey-ey-eyes You could see it insi-i-ide I'm so sick of all the li-i-ies But i know i'll be fine I know i'll be fine