Story of My Life (feat. Millyz & Xander Goodheart)

I used to drink a lot So many pills I've popped, yeah Thinkin' back on those nights How many I forgot And it's the story of my life It's the story of my life (My life, yeah) I've had a lot of long nights Marijuana in the pipe With a couple pills and a bottle I like, ay That shit was the story of my life And I've had this shit tied to me like a ball and chain And I'm drawn to it like a moth and flame Anytime that I thought I changed Then that Devil gon' pop up and call my name Leveled up and I bought a Range Put some black diamonds on the chain Got my life together but whenever I look in the mirror It's never been clearer that some shit is all the same You see my name in the Hall of Fame of fuck-ups Who fucked up from getting too fucked up From living too tough luck since I was a young buck I got it the fuck together, but still ain't been drug free For more than a week since '03, damn! I used to drink a lot So many pills I've popped, yeah Thinkin' back on those nights How many I forgot And it's the story of my life (it's my life) It's the story of my life (My life, yeah) Comin' off a binge on the Xanax White powder lookin' like Anthrax Off the drugs, I'm a menace I just whipped it up like a chemist How many pills you popped? How many seals you cracked? It was just lust at first then I got real attached And it got way too deep, I couldn't reel it back I lost some friends from this, I gotta deal with that Prescribed Addys as a youngin, I'm immune to it Land mines in my damn mind, tryin' to move through it I lost a homie, I ain't cry, I just booze through it Think my lifestyle easy? Pussy, you fool Fucked up, I fucked up, from being too fucked up Thinkin' 'bout me on some selfish shit Pop a Perky for the pain, hope it melt this shit Really I'm just tryin' to find my old self and shit, damn I used to drink a lot So many pills I've popped, yeah Thinkin' back on those nights How many I forgot And it's the story of my life It's the story of my life (My life, yeah) I've gone from those lines of the best cocaína Down in Miami while shootin' Tequila To ecstasy, poppin' that pasture in college While droppin' these dollars on bottles My God, I was crazy Shit, maybe I'm out of my sanity Spent too much time in the canopy Now I've got marbles I'm missin', so call my physician I've altered my vision of clarity 'Cause lately I've been feelin' there's a lack of it Shit, I thought I'd seen the last of it Really, I can't even seem to keep track of it Shit, my ADD ain't even a half of it Sippin' wine at the last supper, drunk with a Benzo buzz Bong with an Indo bud Shit, so what?, yeah, I got problems Everybody got 'em, bitch, don't judge (what?) I used to drink a lot So many pills I've popped, yeah Thinkin' back on those nights How many I forgot And it's the story of my life It's the story of my life (My life, yeah)