Mental Issues

I just feel like Nobody really understands me, you know? It's like, I constantly play this game in my head Like, I-I-I think I'm good And then I-I-I, I don't know I got mental issues, don't what to call it Ok I got a couple screws loose inside my noggin Shout out to my Dad for not using a condom 'Cause now I'm a problem Imagine these rappers were tight Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic Back in the the lab they were actually tight Countin' stacks while gettin' a laugh at the hype And these pill poppin' rappers never dabble in vice Sober and clean, never sold crack in the night Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight The type who won't stab but keep on grabbin' a knife I'm just babbling facts, hope you handle advice Don't diss me, you don't wanna gamble your life Yeah I'm rambling but you can tell I'm actually tight Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right Like I'm coming from the dance of the night These things happen, 'cause I happen to write I'm still standing, bitch I stand at a height That you can't fathom, so just pass me the mic No one's gonna get in my way, 'cause I won't let you Yeah you're sick, but I am on another level I don't like you, and I'm not gonna pretend to I got a great life that I need to attend to It's "fuck you" and the people rollin' with you I'm actually fine, you're the one with the issue First time I do a show, I rage at the venue And flex on my ex, like the way I was meant to I need Jennette McCurdy to fuck me I wanted dirty sex with her since "iCarly" We met at a meet and greet, and it was lovely She recognized me, and I begged her to love me You say I rap sad? I got one side, that's ugly Think I'm not a savage, you must be a dummy Got girls in different states, they're calling me hubby Girl you get replaced if you start to get funny It's about time I flex, I think that I deserve it Been rappin' for years, barely scratching the surface Been underground too long, and now I'm emerging Not stopping my music 'til Slim Shady's heard it I been crazy workin' on my daily urges To give you nothing less than amazing verses Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased While I manifest every dream you been curvin' That's real I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this Ok, I could get help but I can't afford it Shout out to my Mom for skipping the abortion Your son will be enormous Everybody from Higley High, please listen up Thank you for telling me I should give up (thanks) You partied, I worked and finessed the buzz How does it feel to get left in the dust? Funny how you girls keep hittin' me up Up in my DM's like "When we gon' fuck?" I'ma need you to get off of my nuts The girls who curved me? They turned into sluts Don't say we're friends, and don't wish me luck (ayy) I got my fans right here backin' me up (whoa) I turned to music and you turned to drugs Get a look, this is what sacrifice does Tried to be nice but it wasn't enough I think I like the person I've become Fuck your advice, I listen to my gut And it's telling me "Keep fuckin' shit up!" I got so much anger that's inside of me I just wanna end you Everybody's so quick to judge me, but Don't know what I been through I've been locked all alone inside of my room Showin' the world what my pen do I say whatever I feel, I'm unapologetic I give a fuck if I offend you Fans writing me "Sik, I'm so sick of the boo-hooing" We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music I got this beat by homage and got right to it I've been up all night just so I can write to it Why does it feel like you don't realize that I'm human? I have feelings too, and I feel I'ma lose it Got anger pent up, please don't tell me to cool it I harnessed my emotions, and then I use it Like oh my god, I think I'm gonna show you more, than you can see All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep All this time, you thought I was in my bed, but I can't sleep All my life, I felt like, no one could truly love me Could truly love me (yeah)