Purging

Stuck inside my head, again I'm stuck inside my head Since I was young I didn't think I was enough I never found value by being with anyone Always reminded of what I never was So I fucking settled and collected dust Wasting away, wishing for a better version of me Hating myself because I felt less than nothing I know where I've been and what I'm worth Purging my mind is vital to my rebirth Don't put me under your scope now I know that I will only disappoint you Cause the truth is that I'm still figuring out How to purge these old thoughts while starting new Poisoned was the mind of the old me Paving the way to this suffering And to all of the loved ones around me Those voices in my head were paralyzing Stronger now since I picked myself up I realized that I always was enough More than enough for me And that means everything That's all I want for you is to feel the same thing Others are so quick to chastise me Without recognizing That thier own fucking thoughts are unhealthy So now I'm shedding the skin of the old mind I'm leaving their words behind I'm leaving their words to die Die with the old me Proudly I observe Casting stones at my ghost I'll leave them all behind This is my rebirth Feel it Breathe in See it Believe it Purging is vital to my rebirth The old is dead and gone forever So go put me under your scope now I'll never give a damn if I disappoint you Cause the truth is that I'm still just figuring out How to purge these old thoughts while starting new Poisoned was the mind of the old me Paving the way to this suffering And to all of the loved ones around me Those voices in my head were paralyzing Stronger now since I picked myself up I realized that I always was enough More than enough for me And that means everything That's all I want for you is to feel the same thing