diamond tombstone

And all my friends say they never see me My ex girl said that she'd never leave me Got a hole in my heart, I'm falling apart Alone in the dark with my diamond tombstone I've been tryna find my way back but I can't see the light It's getting colder on my own, it's getting darker every night All this angels on my shoulders, devils on my mind They pick apart my brain I guess I wonder what they'll find Hopes and dreams mixed with booze and weed I do it together need that shit to sleep All on my own, that's when those shadows grow They climb up the walls at least I'm not alone Cus in my guilt and shame I see the world through cellophane Prescription meds to numb my pain Cus I been haunted by mistakes I made All my friends said they never see me My ex girl said that she'd never leave me My family try but they just don't believe me I lost myself and I'm still grieving All my friends say they never see me My ex girl said that she'd never leave me Got a hole in my heart, I'm falling apart Alone in the dark with my diamond tombstone Cus I can't find my way home I'm lost inside this maze Cus I been searching too long It's like there's no escape Strung out on my bedroom floor I suffocate under the weight It's all too much I can't stand up It's all too much, it's all so All my friends say they never see me My ex girl said that she'd never leave me My family try but they just don't believe me I lost myself and I'm still grieving All my friends say they never see me My ex girl said that she'd never leave me Got a hole in my heart, I'm falling apart Alone in the dark with my diamond tombstone