I'm Sorry For Always Apologizing

Doctors don't think I'm sick Just a self important prick Maybe aspirin will help The jury's heard enough Life sentence and then some Flowers & condoms sent Only more sins I repent I'm so sorry that you caught me lying I'm so sorry that I'm still half trying And I'm sorry for always apologizing Pretty & perfect He liked his jokes dry I didn't deserve him So I hooked an earnest guy, threw him in the sand & left him there to die I'll carve my name on your room Hang up posters in your tomb Charm your family and friends Ensure they never suspect And I'll be wearing men's clothes I won't do them justice but I'll keep them safe from Goodwill Treasure the hint of your smell I'm so sorry for being so ruthless I'm so sorry for the jerks I was screwing I'm so sorry for always blaming others And I'm sorry for always apologizing Shy & mysterious Caught every girl's eye Know I didn't deserve him So I hooked an earnest guy threw him in the sand & left him there to die He was loved & returned it Skin was softer than mine Know I didn't deserve him So why'd I hurt an earnest guy? The first time we ever met I got scared cus I came off like a bitch With the first joke that I made First time I ever heard you sing I bit my Lip and got weak in the knees And the first time I ever tried to kiss you I felt real dumb cus I didn't think you wanted me to I'm sorry for noticing your innocence And using it to boost my self esteem I'm sorry that your kindhearted nature Had a lousy forest fire take it's trees I'm sorry for saying that you couldn't be my friend just cus you wouldnt play with me And I'm sorry for always apologizing