Dead It

It's kinda cold on this side of your shoulder Ups and downs got me feeling bipolar Highs and lows like we riding a roller Coasting through life yeah we live in a coma Think it's better than living alone huh? Tell me to leave but you won't let me go nah You know we tried but we only got so far Hate to have to be the one to say that it's over I don't know why we wake up here In this hell we built out of hate and fear All the space in the world couldn't make it clear And a break won't erase all the wasted tears Cos you bled me dry got nothing left to give Tried to build a life but you won't let me live Nowhere to run to mistakes we can't undo I'm sorry but it doesn't hurt to say I don't love you Push my buttons like a kid in a elevator I got something to say I guess I'll tell ya later Not that important I just thought you should know That even when I'm next to you I still feel alone I didn't wanna bring it up until I knew before But every time I pick your clothes up off the floor I get the urge to turn around walk out the door I don't ask for much but I deserve more Let you into my world just to watch it unfurl What you expect? I never said I was an innocent girl Look on your face is one I wanna forget I don't wanna make you smile you know I couldn't care less I took a piece of your heart you took a pound of flesh Now I'm running round with a fuckin hole in my chest I don't know how to trust sick of regret So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen fuck I don't know how to trust sick of regrets So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen Fuckin sick of regrets yeah To love or to lose is too hard to choose When a laugh weighs less than a heart that's bruised And a pathway splits like a serpent's tongue And I halfway miss the foot we started on Lost my friend and my common sense Scenes play back time lapse in my head You tore down walls just to build them again Then expect me to talk through a chain link fence Met you half way with my heart on my sleeve But you only ever see me when I'm ready to leave Stop me getting places I'm supposed to be What suits you just fine isn't good for me Act surprised but I been nice Give me puppy dog eyes but I did try Went against all I learned all my insight Hope I'm wrong every time but you prove me right Tell myself see I told you so It won't work like that when you know you know And I don't wanna write it off but that's all she wrote I'll play the bad guy if you leave me alone Tooth and nail replace eye to eye We face to face taste mistakes say goodnight We dig our graves lay to rest wake in light Only ever be the wrong girl if the man ain't right All said and done in the long run You be nothing but a boy that I mentioned in a song once And I can't front it cuts deep But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me Yeah I miss me yeah I miss me Said I can't front, it cuts deep But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me, no