Wide Awake

You don't even know the real me I feel like I'm hopeless clearly Nobody around to heal me From everything inside you always left me out I'm in it for the last time All I had was nothing how it got so cold And every time I wished I felt the light die You don't understand what's going on How can you expect me to stand up now Everything I feel's what it is right now Losing my control til its over how Why you calling out my name When you forgot you left away You keep on going down this lane I feel I'm pulling all the weight I was wide awake when it all came falling into place And I had this overwhelming feeling That I had to run til I escape You don't even know the real me I feel like I'm hopeless clearly Nobody around to heal me From everything inside you always left me out Who was there for me when I missed you most Had your head on my shoulder But I can't control what I'm going through I keep on falling right down Why you calling out my name When you forgot you left away You keep on going down this lane I feel I'm pulling all the weight I was wide awake when it all came falling into place And I had this overwhelming feeling That I had to run til I escape