Stuck

Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed I've been feelin' low Pressure in my head, lay awake in bed I'm against the rose Been tryin' to recover but nothin' i do works 'Cause hidin' under the covers is only makin' it worse I'm stuck Think this is growin' up Too much is on my mind, always on my mind Need a little space Spend my days alone, can't get off my phone Nothing goes my way Miss all of my friends and barely can file my taxes I'm halfway through my twenties Like, how the hell did this happen? I'm stuck My life is in a rut And i've been hopin' these doors might open And i'll be running from this place, free Constant pacing; this time, i'm wasting I can't control these emotions in me Growin' up I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough Always tryna seem like i'm okay I'm growin' up Whatever that means, anyway I don't know enough I'm just growin' up Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill I've been workin' late I don't got no time, workin' all the time Too much on my plate And i don't wanna fail, i'm bringin' myself stress I can't sit on my sofa, i'm lost and depressed And stuck I can't say that enough Anxiety is high, i can't even lie I'm not doin' great Dishes in the sink, think i need a drink They gon' have to wait Stay inside my room that now's become a prison I hate these four walls, but only feel safe in 'em I'm stuck But no one gives a fuck And i've been hopin' these doors might open And i'll be running from this place, free Constant pacing; this time, i'm wasting I can't control these emotions in me Growin' up I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough Always tryna seem like i'm okay I'm growin' up Whatever that means, anyway I don't know enough I'm just growin' up Growin' up I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough Always tryna seem like i'm okay I'm growin' up Whatever that means, anyway I don't know enough I'm just growin' up Growin' up