Lost

I can't take this feeling Hurts too much from inside And I don't know why Something ain't right If I never wake up Then maybe I'll be alright I don't wanna cry I'm trying to fight I can't take this feeling Hurts too much from inside And I don't know why Something ain't right If I never wake up Then maybe I'll be alright I don't wanna cry I'm trying to fight Lately, I don't even really know myself Push away anybody that would help Tried to be the person I was But there ain't nothin' left, I'm goin' through hell Feel dead inside, I'm just goin' through the motions So petrified of showin' true emotions I'll do anything to numb the pain Watch helpless while my own life's bein' stolen It's like people see straight through me Friends who once knew me These dark thoughts consume me Runnin' from all of my battles I'm such a coward I don't know how I'm copin' Maybe I'm just overthinkin' everything Maybe this is all stuck inside my head This all pushin' me over the brink Sometimes think I'd be better off dead I can't take this feeling Hurts too much from inside And I don't know why Something ain't right If I never wake up Then maybe I'll be alright I don't wanna cry I'm trying to fight It's like I'm a visitor in my own skin I can try to fight it but I'll never win And I can't see straight, liquor in my veins I'm dyin' in pain Hide it all behind the mask of a smile Stayin' busy only helps for awhile I wish that I could love myself I'm so lost, I'm so lost I can't take this feeling Hurts too much from inside And I don't know why Something ain't right If I never wake up Then maybe I'll be alright I don't wanna cry I'm trying to fight