Told You My Secrets

Girl, if you can see me If I told you my secrets Will it stop you from leaving? Honestly, girl Sometimes when it's cold in the night And I listen to thoughts in my skull, let 'em talk when they visit They asking me questions, so answers I give 'em But they not too happy and ask for revisions I started to argue, then I Think to myself how I fool my own mind? Started to think about all the lies and all of the times I told 'em I'm fine It's to the point I believe it myself Knowing damn well that I needed some help Tryna to sort out the demons I dealt with Since I was eleven or maybe was twelve Feeling alone, but I'm not feeling distant Wondering why do I always feel different And they said the answer might be a prescription I'm yelling I'm fine, they just tell me to listen Who am I when the music turns off? Think I'm lost Serotonin don't exist in my mind You will never find a soul in my eyes Paranoia keeps me up 'till I cry Prescriptions should help, but I still wanna die I know that I'll make it out, maybe not? Wait a sec, I had a crazy thought I should go drive off a bridge, and I'll die out the wiff And my dental can't save me, I'm Already gone with the wind Givin' up content with all of my friends It's been so long and my hair needs a trim And my parents don't know I'm alive, it's a sin Like, do I regret it? This shit I accepted I'd still be a loser, I'd still be pathetic And now that I'm dead man, who knows where I'm headed? Just put on some music and hope it gets better, I'm gone Who am I when the music turns off? Think I'm lost