Certified Depressant

Oh look, there I go Pushing everything away just to be alone Inside my brain, where all the thoughts They are, they make me anxious This time I hit a new low I think I'm losing it and it shows 'Cause I can't sleep, and I can't eat, and I can't breathe Oh God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare? Take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant Overthink, second-guess Am I happy or pretending? Lately I'm right on the edge 'Cause I'm sick of hearing I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant, yeah (Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again) Compare my hopes and dreams To someone else's behind the screen But what's the point, yeah what's it mean When I'll never be good enough for me? God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare? Take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant Overthink, second-guess Am I happy or pretending? Lately I'm right on the edge 'Cause I'm sick of hearing I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant, yeah Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah It's all in my head (it's all in my) It's all in my head (it's all in my) I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant Overthink, second-guess Am I happy or pretending? Lately I'm right on the edge 'Cause I'm sick of hearing I'm a wreck, I'm a mess I'm a certified depressant Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah It's all in my head