Chemical Rabbit Hole

Watch the ceiling melt and scream into my jacket Is this a cry for help or just a manic tangent? Episode of pain the lights are getting dim The clock is gonna strike the death toll is a torment Why do I get punished for everything up in my brain? Good and evil mental collages that I just wont say Scared to face my dark twisted reality Midnight and I'm paying the price of what I hide in the daylight Sinking deeper my fear steals my reason My chemical rabbit hole spiral I can't escape these demons I'm dizzy I live in a silo Straight jacket trapped in feelings I've been underground 1000 times Still alive I'll keep digging til I hit the other side Too many questions and I'm running from the answers One by one erase the doubts I'll have chance to Shine a spotlight on the things that I don't know Can't heal the things that stay in the shadow Midnight and I'm paying the price of what I hide in the daylight Sinking deeper my fear steals my reason My chemical rabbit hole spiral I can't escape these demons I'm dizzy I live in a silo Straight jacket trapped in feelings I've been underground 1000 times Still alive I'll keep digging til I hit the other side Chemical rabbit hole Chemical chemical chemical chemical Chemical rabbit hole Chemical chemical chemical chemical Chemical rabbit hole Chemical chemical chemical chemical Chemical rabbit hole Chemical chemical chemical chemical Shine a spotlight on the things that I don't know Can't heal the things that stay in the shadow