Talk Therapy

Drill holes in my body Dangle me from the stars If I have a good heart Why does the universe laugh at me? All that I've ever wanted stays a fantasy I'm scared to death I won't get my dream Accept it just won't happen to me I'm running away Run while falling away The world gets so distant foggy In talk therapy Phone light blinking Digital things just look like graphs to me Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Walkin' through the fire zone Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Why am I so scared to put myself out there for you to see? Retrieving words from a whole place is so hard for me Always go back to the same problem If I don't numb my feelings Will I be safe? Is anyone listening? I'm running away Run while falling away The world gets so distant foggy In talk therapy Phone light blinking Digital things just look like graphs to me Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Walking through the fire zone Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Walkin' through the fire zone The laws of life work against me when I'm not myself They seem to just abandon me when I need them the most I'm running away Run while falling away The world gets so distant foggy In talk therapy Phone light blinking Digital things just look like graphs to me Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Eating fire for week Walkin' through the desert Eating fire for week