America Anonymous

There's a beast in me Pent up shivering I can kill it with a quick fix Or use it creatively Help it find a way out Through the hands and mouth If I run to the knife every time I snap I feel good then dead It's like a nightmare where I cannot scream These fantasies aren't as pleasing as they used to be Facing the misery of this indulgence Running on empty needing healing, healing So please Protect me From demons America anonymous Even if the pain's so strong Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous Got a feel good knife Let me forget life Make it all seem fine But deep down I'm wrecked inside Never coming to terms with these deadly words That I've uttered to myself Under my own breath Im on the run again Sprawled out on the ground no adrenaline My mind is far from homeostasis Cause I've been chasing highs when my eyelids Are heavy and I need some healing, healing So please Protect me From demons America anonymous Even if the pain's so strong Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous I should be high on the sky not my phone light Swipe by Miss my life Dorian grey style I should be high on the sky not my phone light I won't be A slave to these Vices head down in line blending to nothing So please Protect me From demons America anonymous Even if the pain's so strong Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous Keep me conscious America anonymous