I Don't Feel Anymore

Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might I dont wanna sink into it tonight So I crack a brew cause that's just What I have to do to get my mood right I dont understand who I'm even becomin Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out I stayed in the darkness even when I found light Fuckin' hate this bottle so I beak it on the ground like, like Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more Feels like I dont fit in with society They may not like who I am but I am me I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety I have always felt like I dont belong here It's been a long year, it's been a long life Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right But for now I'm drunk, high and crying to the sky like, like Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more I dont wanna be like this forever though I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go But it's harder than I'd like to show I make the small things seem bigger Like I'm lookin through a microscope Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world I know that I can change every day I am praying Cause I don't wabba be a 80 year old man sayin', sayin' Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more