Reprise

I can't remember when this suffering began again I'm a road without an end; a liar that can't pretend I stopped searching for the words Now they're trapped inside my head Feels like a friend is dead And I'm staring at blood-stained hands again I'm not giving up on you 'Cause that's something you'd never do And I wanna feel your hands in mine one more time We'll be fine someday Tell me why it's so hard to set things right You're all I need and I couldn't see that But I swear I'm getting better I know you're wearing thin And there's nothing that can fix it all Before the sun has set But I'll do my fuckin' best My demons wanna breathe and they're dying to be fed But I'll starve this life I've led and learn to feel the good again I'm not giving up on you 'Cause that's something you'd never do And I wanna feel your hands in mine one more time We'll be fine someday Tell me why it's so hard to set things right You're all I need and I couldn't see that But I swear I'm getting better As I watched you wither away I never shared in the life you lead My mistakes became my friends, and for a time I thought you'd leave You watched me waste my days doing anything I could to numb the pain But you couldn't stay and watch our love decay Let me find what I've lost Repay what I've cost you Can you live with what I've done? Will I ever be the one when there's a hole in your chest? A poor attempt at my best And I'm only getting worse While you're Harboring the Hurt I've Caused So don't give up on me