What's the Meaning of Hope (Sped Up)

On these lonely nights do you miss me? 'Cause I love you till the moon till the stars bleed out Did you love me for real or was it sympathy? Was it sympathy? The stars in your eyes they don't shine like before Your looks were deceiving got me begging for more I looked away you stabbed me in the back I'm on the floor I'm on the floor Cut out the pictures we made 'cause they all seem so wrong (All seem so wrong) I Hate that you left but I'll face it I'm all in myself on my own But all of the things that you said, live free in my head Rather drop dead than see you with somebody's hands And all the paragraphs you sent tell me who Were they meant for, was it me or for them? 'Cause I don't know who to trust Always lost inside my head Locked my heart 'cause the pain won't end Threw away the key to the promised neverland Fallen twenty feet But here you still stand, standing strong Walking down this lonely road This dark alleyway that we used to call home The only difference now is that I'm all alone What's the meaning of hope The meaning of hope when you're alone I don't do smoke but my heart is still black Heart so discolored 'cause I want you back I know it's bad Cutting the pieces in my head, but I still refuse, to say that I'm not over you I'm running round in laps man I'm racing 'Cause I know that I got nothing to lose With my foot on the pedal If love was a race I'd be prone to lose Cannot just save up the mess I've made Can god forgive me of my mistakes? Please set me free 'cause I'm not okay Take all my misery end my ways (End my ways) Always lost inside my head Locked my heart 'cause the pain won't end Threw away the key to the promised neverland Fallen twenty feet But here you still stand, standing strong Walking down this lonely road This dark alleyway that we used to call home The only difference now is that I'm all alone What's the meaning of hope The meaning of hope when you're alone (Never thought it was this easy) (For you to grab your stuff and leave me)