Killing Me

I can write all about you like a journalist

Tell me how you feel when you notice this

Just know when I love that it's permanent

And yeah I let you win every argument

But you had to fuck it up

Randomly switchin' up

Can't find a remedy for the shit that you've done

I've been intoxicated, got me feelin' numb

I've been too isolated, you left me with none

To you, I was just another

To me, you was like no other

Still got the love, but it's fuck you

I'll murder whoever touch you

But do your thing, there's no pressure

Good luck when you find him better

I'll hit you back for my sweater, Dade

Cause my soul is broke

And I lost all hope

I got Jack in my cup, I wanna drink it up

Need to numb the pain

Fuck the personal gain

I got drugs in my veins, I got to suck it up

Please don't hit me up, cause I'm not pickin' up

Used to be about us, now you outta luck

Girl, I'm killin' me, tryna kill you

I'ma need another cup, I'm drinkin' till I'm feelin' numb

Drink my demons away, pour it up, pour it up, yeah

Drown my sorrows, I'ma leave you now I can't be stuck

Chasin tomorrow's

Feels like I'm freefallin

I hear the devil callin

Cause my soul is broke and I lost all hope

I got Jack in my cup, I wanna drink it up

Need to numb the pain, fuck the personal gain

I got drugs in my veins, I got to suck it up

Please don't hit me up, cause I'm not pickin' up

Used to be about us, now you outta luck

Girl, I'm killin' me, tryna kill you

I'ma need another cup, I'm drinkin' till I'm feelin' numb

Please don't hit me up, cause I'm not pickin' up

Used to be about us, now you outta luck

Girl, I'm killin' me, tryna kill you

I'ma need another cup, I'm drinkin' till I'm feelin' numb