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fall
Hip-Hop/Rap
fall was released on November 1, 2024 by S.o.G as a part of the album A Divided Mind
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Release DateNovember 1, 2024
LabelS.o.G
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
S.o.G
S.o.G
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joshua Anderson
Joshua Anderson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Avonny Beats
Avonny Beats
Producer

Lyrics

God I'm trying to see your
Light shine
I just wanna be by
Your side
But God it doesn't feel right
I'm blind
Won't you let the scales fall
Like Paul
You are all
That I want
To know
Let my idols burn
Help me grow
To be the pillar of light
In the midst of the snow
Hands clenched
I am cold
I am spent
On the floor
Hands lifted
To the Lord(Lord)
Let me know I'm heard
Let me know im on the path to life
That leads me to the words
"Well done my good and faithful servant"
God I carry heavy burdens
I know that you're strong and worthy
I know you go before me
God I get caught in this cycle
Why'd you let me on this tightrope
I'm just scared that if I stumble
I will fall and lose my title
Of your child
Or disciple
If I am the only gospel
That somebody reads
Is it faithful
Am I greatful?
Am I hateful?
Am I arrogant
Do my words speak to my character?
Or do they simply birth hatred?
Am I too agreeable?
Or is it that I'm scared to fall
My hair stands up
I peak over the edge
And grip the railing
Wonder if I fell he'd catch me
I don't want to test it
That's the only option he's left me
I climb over
My strength fails
And what I grip returns empty
And I start to fall
And I start to fall
God I took a leap of faith
But you didn't catch me
The only thing around me
Are these demons that keep tempting me
I hate the way I feel empty
Maybe you are not my strength
It feels like you keep drowning me
I'm praying on my knees until they bleed
Screaming PLEASE won't you see
That I am trying to be
Your child but you leave me
To be free rein for the enemy
Am I dead to you?
Because your dead to me!
But you died for me
No i can't believe
That you left me here
With these entities
That are Tormenting me
Do you look down on my misery and smile?
Because It's been a while
Since I felt
Like your child
More like a puppet in your game
I just can't stand it any longer
I'm done with this lame faith
Sick of my blind gaze
Can't pick up my mind space
Some liquor for sinful ways
To take eyes off your face
So I can rebuke your name
God I'm done!!
God why??
Would you abandon your son
And leave me To die
Is this what you wanted?
To sit at your feet and cry?
Pour out my soul to you?
And doubt that you will find
Me here before at your throne in tears?
My legs still fail to stand and run
So I sit before you with no strength in my lungs
A restraint in my voice from screaming so much
I'm in pain I'm annoyed of your love I give up
I thought I was safe but your holding a gun
Satan has come
The devil has won
My soul is destroyed
Blackened and numb
I'm stuck at the bottom of the valley of none
Written by: Joshua Anderson
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