Highs & Lows

I've been tryna breathe underwater

I've been tryna hide cause I’m scared

Confusing which is one from the other

Cause it doesn’t mean so much in the end

Yeah

Another writing session caught me rapping about myself again

Change my train of thought of what life could’ve, should’ve, would've been

Homies working corporate, I ain't saying that’s what I should’ve did

But pressure lingers crazy while I’m trying to get my foot up in a game

Where they constipated stomach ache cause they full of shit

Say they grass is greener till I ask bring up the footage then

Of course it gets corrupted like body cams on crooked feds

If I knew what I know now, I’d probably never shook them hands

Damn, this all go back to a younger me

Passionate bout not passing classes, knew more was underneath

Saw me as a joke till bars were hot enough to catch some steam

And that’s when all the homies I never had came out the weeds

Who am I to trust? Why am I who they judge?

God gave me this chance, must have known that I would be strong enough

But my eyes closed from this blindfold over my soul trying to escape things

We know time shows how our mind’s mold through the highs lows and I’m trapped

Cause lately

I've been tryna breathe underwater (Tryna breath, tryna breath, tryna breath like)

I've been tryna hide cause I’m scared (Tryna hide cause I’m scared, no)

Confusing which is one from the other (Confusing, confusing)

Cause it doesn’t mean so much in the end (Cause it doesn’t mean so much no)

Yeah

Comparisons the killer of the blessings you’ve earned

You got a book of them in front of you, still question the words

If you look enough, you’ll take what someone else’s deserved

But rather work to make it yours, just blame life till your burn

You suffer greatly cause hell’s closer the more that you fail

When you fall your perspective flawed, you suffocating yourself

Your fear’s a mile wide but an inch deep

But you won’t step so you can’t see it

This is just a song but try and prove me wrong

You can fool us all but you can’t deceive the mirror

Don’t need to make it clearer

Act like you ain’t sinking and there ain’t nothing to fear

Your demons take control, your life’s the ship you let him steer it

Get called out, start lashing out

Because you just ain’t trying to hear it

I suggest you put more faith in your instincts

I know they ain’t been forgiving, but trust your recipes fine

There's only one thing it’s missing

Define your enemies lines, don’t quit the fight till you winning

War and peace is a cycle just keep that in mind while you feel it and singing

I've been tryna breathe underwater (Tryna breath, tryna breath, tryna breath like)

I've been tryna hide cause I’m scared (Tryna hide cause I’m scared, no)

Confusing which is one from the other (Confusing, confusing)

Cause it doesn’t mean so much in the end (Cause it doesn’t mean so much no)

I've been tryna breathe underwater

I've been tryna hide cause I’m scared

Confusing which is one from the other

Cause it doesn’t mean so much in the end