Uncomfortably High

I been thinking 'bout where I'm tryna go Spending so much time tryna find a home Pretending that I'm blind when I found my home But I'm too scared to jump, scared to fly alone I'm the author of my book, while they tryna turn the page That's why I'm misunderstood, they never listen what I say Tryna do what's best for me, so I took the leap of faith That's when everybody changed, now I'm afraid to show my face I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry The more I'm movin' up is the more I'm losing sight Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high Who I do this for? Who am I tryna please? It almost feel like I stopped doing this for me Who else can I trust if I can't believe In myself or my gut? This is not the dream Everybody tellin' me Austin if you wan' be great Then don't ever look to change I be lookin' at 'em strange They cut me with my own blade Wrote the book they turn the page Got the candle but no flame Once it's lit it can't be tamed I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry The more I'm movin' up is the more I'm losing sight Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) I'm alone on the ride I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) Yeah If you not here you don't know All the weight that I hold I been tryna fly But my wings, they feel broke Even though I'm so high, I feel like I'm so low I feel more broke now than I did when I was broke They told me stars could never live on earth Say it's too bright and too hot they gon' burn Ooh what I'd do if I could make the tables turn Gotta stay up in the sky, only place I can observe See my little sister growing up so fast See her looking up to me, she opens both hands All she wants a hug from her brother so bad Stop this plane I just wanna go back I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry The more I'm movin' up is the more I'm losing sight Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) I'm alone on the ride I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) I'm the author of my book, while they tryna turn the page That's why I'm misunderstood, they never listen what I say Tryna do what's best for me, so I took the leap of faith That's when everybody changed, now I'm afraid to show my face I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry The more I'm movin' up is the more I'm losing sight Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye I'm uncomfortably high I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) I'm alone on the ride I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high