Demons

My mind is so dark

I feel all hope is fading

These mistakes haunt me

I can't escape my demons

I do something right then falling back to old habits

The inner voice up in my head he said I don't got it

A tug of war that I've been facing you just can't fathom

I walked the depths of hell the devil comes in all fashion

The hardest part about depression tryna hide the pain

Put on a fake persona I won't bother to explain

I grew accustomed to the fact that people never stay

I tried to love but my heart treated like a f**king game

Anxiety is through the roof its panic 101

My demons talk to me when everybody else was gone

Drown myself in liquor but I know I can't keep running

Would rather shift the blame than take account for my own problems

My mind is so dark

I feel all hope is fading

These mistakes haunt me

I can't escape my demons

My personality is bi polar right to the core

I wake up some days wonder what I'm really chasing for

Just to grab a little glamour and a taste of fame

Then to realize its not what you're wanting anyway

Lord I'm a sinner I'm just hoping I can be forgiven

I curse in music so stop asking me if I'm a Christian

Success was never in my hands I had to go and get it

Have people praise you and then cut you deep as an incision

The monsters don't live underneath my bed they're in my head

And feed off negativity I'm hanging by a thread

Im not okay Im not okay sound like a broken record

Hoping someone might just check me like I'm playing checkers

My mind is so dark

I feel all hope is fading

These mistakes haunt me

I can't escape my demons