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half a man
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half a man was released on April 4, 2025 by Post Script Records as a part of the album this doesn't feel like healing - EP
April 4, 2025
LabelPost Script Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM123
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

I swear to God you liked me once 
But now I’m not enough or way too much 
My happiness seems to piss you off 
But when I’m sad you don’t care at all
Worse things could have happened here
I feel more safe with you than I have in years 
If I can’t find a way to see this through 
Will your mom think I abandoned you?
Hmmmm I shouldn’t have to search for evidence you love me
Hmmmm I can feel that somethings missing when you touch me
Cause you’re half here and half gone 
I was half right to stay strong 
And I don’t know where I went wrong
So I made myself so small 
There were good days in the bad years
And I re-live them just to stay right here
While I try to understand
How to love half a man
Guess I’m the product of a broken home
Giving more for less is all I’ve ever known
I try my best to not believe that
You could be mean enough to mean it
Each time I felt like an embarrassment 
When I was trying to be affectionate
But the routine of it was kinda nice 
You were predictable in all your spite 
Hmmmm I shouldn’t have to search for evidence you love me
Hmmmm you’re only present when you find a chance to judge me
Cause you’re half here and half gone 
I was half right to stay strong 
And I don’t know where I went wrong
So I made myself so small 
There were good days in the bad years
And I re-live them just to stay right here
While I try to understand
How to love half a man
So don’t hate me I wanted to stay
Don’t blame me for walking away 
I can’t hang on to something you don’t wanna save
I’m changing, I’m tryna be brave
I’ve outgrown being treated this way
I can’t hang on to someone I know I can’t save 
You were half here and half gone 
I was half right to stay strong 
And I don’t know where we went wrong
So I made myself so small 
You were half in and half out 
And half of me thinks it’s my fault 
But you have to understand
I can’t love half a man
Written by: Bryn McCutcheon, Kirstyn Johnson, Mackenzie Arromba, Mike Tompa
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