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Grieving 4Real
Alternative
Grieving 4Real was released on December 5, 2025 by Smart Code Factory LLC as a part of the album Mental Reboot
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Release DateDecember 5, 2025
LabelSmart Code Factory LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM96

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Amia Wake
Amia Wake
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Codee Jessen
Codee Jessen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Smart Code Factory LLC
Smart Code Factory LLC
Producer

Lyrics

They are gone
That is permanent
I have to learn to live with empty
They are gone and that is forever
The moment it hit me I forgot how to breathe
I keep waiting for them to walk through that door
Their name catches in my throat and I fall to my knees
Things they will never see words I never said
Conversations I replay that only live in my head
The first holiday without them broke me in half
The first birthday with no call no voice no laugh
I am functioning but I am hollow inside
I am moving through the motions but I am not alive
The absence is everywhere I look
In the empty chair at the table
In the silence they left behind
In the weight of their missing
The empty chair is always there
Reminding me they are not
But I am still here still carrying them
I survived them leaving
The grief is proof I loved them
The pain is proof they mattered
I am still here still moving
I am drowning but I am surviving
First morning I did not check my phone to see their name
First time I laughed and guilt hit me like a train
First dream where they were alive and gone when I woke
Their number is still saved but the line is smoke
The firsts are the hardest each one a knife
Each one a reminder they are gone from my life
I keep finding their things in places they left
I hold on to pieces like I am holding my breath
I am learning to smile without the shame
I am learning that honoring them means living again
The grief will never leave it lives in my bones
But it is less like a blade now more like a stone
I can touch the memory without bleeding out
They are gone but they are woven into who I am now
I carry their voice in every choice I make
I am building a life on the love they gave
They are gone but they are not forgotten
The grief is not weakness it is love with nowhere to go
I do not have to be okay I just have to survive
They are still part of me
In the way I think the way I move
They live in my memory
Even though they are not here
They are gone but I am still here
They are gone but they are not forgotten
I carry them with me
They are part of my story
I survive I remember I honor
The empty chair is still here
But so am I
I remember them
I am still here
Written by: Codee Jessen
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